Forgive & Forget

Its seem just yesterday :)

2010-12-15T17:39:00.000-08:00

Five years pass like a bullet train, where will be my next station?
Would you all still exist in the upcoming train....or...

DEC 10, Thursday - OUTING WITH MEYLING, YEEXUAN,ANGEL,SIMHYE -[END OF SPM]
DEC 14, Tuesday - CELEBRATE WITH MEYLING, ZIWAH, JULIA AT REDBOX
DEC 15, Wednesday- WATCHED PETER PAN SHOWS WITH HANS LEE AT SUNWAY LAGOON

January 2.2011 YIHMEY IS GOING FOR NS-.-! R.I.P

Seriously I'm going to miss you all,going to celebrate my 18 birthday at the kem .No phone is available..Halleluyah!

To: O

2010-10-16T23:12:00.000-07:00

I will say again.

You ask me what can I do for you..

This is my answer..

I cant do anything for you for the rest of my life , but if you ask what can you do for me..

I would say :

"PLEASE FORGIVE ME! ALWAYS BE MY FRIEND FOR REST OF MY LIFE"

Promise

2010-10-16T22:40:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, some place . some people give me a little deja vu even when I'm dreaming.

Never look back, things and peoples that are gone.

They will always been there for us like a remnant.

Dear friends,

I'm sorry what we plan is not going to be carry on so far..

I just want you to know my promise towards you all is not fragile.

Promise is always a promise..YOU have my words

Even I'm not the person you can fully trust. please give me support

We can make it ..

Y.o.u

2010-08-20T07:12:00.000-07:00

Hey how are you?
Are you still alive? Did your heart still beating?
And where the hell have you been?
Where’s YOUR HALO!?

I just can't open my mouth to asked, there's always no answer......

- you are not here, for me anymore-

无奈的一天

2010-05-13T07:49:00.000-07:00

有些人就是不可理喻，只有一词能形容‘霸道’
碰到这种人真感无奈，可是扁扁这人却是你最亲的人，悲哀
如果你也和我一样，遇上了这类似的人。
请不要生他/她的气！因为生气他人，只是惩罚自己。

毕竟，得饶人处且饶人。学会宽容吧，朋友！想法也会应而改变=）

静休中的我

Yesterday

2010-05-09T01:39:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 6.50 am for preparation [IU day].
Never wonder what make me so nervous, everything seems to be full of “excitement”.
Yeah it was my 1st time performance on stage. Even just a little bit involved._.
It was my 1st time make up and also my 1st time wear contact lens. That what’s I knew.

8 of May, my day which full of excitement~

Here~I just wanted to tell everyone, please respect people who perform on stage. Your support is what they need. =) Do respect them.
Sometimes the hardest thing might be the easiest thing, and sometimes the easiest thing might be the hardest thing!
Thanks to yesterday my secondary school life had full-filled some color. Thanks to that someone. You knew who you are =D

If YOU never experienced for sure you will never knew how it felt likes. Aim for the Good^^
BIG THANKS to everyone for giving me support! Thanks for the Mcflurry.
Thanks to Olivia bought me breakfast...Too bad she going to claim back $money._.

HappY Mother's DAY

All well End well!

Dreams Come True

2010-04-30T09:11:00.000-07:00

Things would never happen like what we thought. So call ‘expectation’.

I’m not talking about this sensitive issue .You get what I mean? =)

Something happen that’s the fact, time can’t be reverse. Chill up!

THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK.

Do you all believe in god? Definitely my answer is yes.

God is fair enough, when there is a gain there would be a loss. This is a balanced matter.

The much afford you put in, the much you gained.

To those who chasing after your dream, No matter what please don’t give up!

A happy ending always be there for you, my dear friends. I wish you all dream comes true. ^^

kim love you

如何是好

2010-04-26T01:36:00.000-07:00

4月16日，心情平常，想了很多很多…想太多-.-!

今天终于解决了那该死的kerja amal, 但心里并没有很好过..因为还得拍几张照放在里面当证据，又得拜托别人了。‘拜托别人’你懂那种苦苦哀求却被人拒绝的感受，那种得看人脸色的感受吗？…或许你没有，因为那拒绝别人的总是你..

我不能辨认谁好谁坏， 谁好谁坏那只是各人想法..也许已别人的立场来看，事情很可能就不一样了。不说了！！

你们最近有没有感觉到天气越来越热呢？大家要好好照顾自己，记得要多喝水~不要想我一样,喝水好像喝毒药！lol

我不在的日子

2010-04-26T01:34:00.000-07:00

最近，没上msn了，因为答应了自己不管用时，最好不要去碰…我做到了~我不在的日子，到底有谁会介意？有谁会猜想？真希望有人会想我，不管是谁，只要想一下，我也会很开心=）Facebook 里的小游戏也没碰了，好怀念跟大家争升级那种胜利感，hoho!

新年结束后，电话里的信箱平静了很多，没有朋友寄来得短讯；就只有那些无聊的电讯，请加额-.-！我妈也为此开心了许多，你们懂为什么吗？哈哈！不告诉你….

REMEMBER

2010-04-12T01:34:00.000-07:00

April fool goes to school, scold your teacher stupid fool
She slap you, you don't cry, slap her back and say goodbye!
Do you still remember? This primary thingy =)
It reminds me now is April… I tell everyone I need a change started from April but I never tell myself...I'm a loser = (
I knew time is a runner But I ever never knew when my time will run out. Wasting time just make me felt sick...Why can't I do better? “Heart sink”

Have you disappointed on someone before? Do you know how hurt it feels? The same things happen again and again.
What I need is a true friend- the trusted one...

Drama week

2010-03-25T23:00:00.000-07:00

Currently having exam and of course everyone is busying doing revision.
Well I guess I'm the only one who still wasting time watching drama..

Cause I'm addicted to it..addicted by my Bae =)

watching a 2007 Korean drama entitled 太王四神记, did u guys heard before?

Seriously I love legend story..is amazing ..and this drama is nice for me.

After finish my Korean drama..I had watch TW drama which entitled

"Hi my sweetheart" which act by Rainie yang and Show Luo.

海派甜心. In this drama there is a nice phrase I wish to share with every-one

and of course Is only can be read en by those who knew Chinese..

I'm sorry for that..

一棵开花的树

如何让你遇见我

在我最美丽的时刻

为这

我已在佛前求了五百年

求佛让我们结一段尘缘

佛於是把我化做一棵树

长在你必经的路旁

阳光下

慎重地开满了花

朵朵都是我前世的盼望

当你走近

请你细听

那颤抖的叶

是我等待的热情

而当你终於无视地走过

在你身後落了一地的

朋友啊

那不是花瓣

那是我凋零的心

-kim-love-you-

Confusing

2010-03-04T02:43:00.000-08:00

I'm so confuse..what is wrong? what isn't
Making friend is something fun..what making me scare? The latest NeWS? Or their behavior?
Please don't fool me again and again..

I lost my confidence every single moments..
Spm exam..totally failure..
No need your sympathies..I can just live with my owns..

I have a dream which will never come true~

A.S.A.P

2010-02-02T01:58:00.000-08:00

LOL! still got a lot need to update wey~

Apart of mY memories =DD

December 14, 2009

Family Outing~ LOLs

three fellows..

We sing we watch movie- The storm warrior 2 which really waste money to watch..!

Don't you think so?

Swh!.me.Amanda!

amanda,me, and ....

my bro look so "yam"haha

this is me =D

December 9, 2009

A promise with her..our date!

I love her ><>
My bestie since standard 2

-Friendship Never End-

December 5, 2009

Random outing with xinyong chiobu ^^

which is the less picture I ever take..@.@

Update=)

2010-01-28T19:49:00.000-08:00

meyling..yihmey..olivia

Frienship Forever 2.0.0.9 + On 2 Absent PIG

November 6 , 2009
Outing with them =DD

yeexuan, olivia, pikki,yihmey,meyling,yunshi

We spend our time at Ne way K-room [time square]

Watched Poker King at Pavilion..which really a nice movie!

Go back to Ts..meyling treat me ice-cream..

thanks ^^

Gelato Fruitty

November 3, 2009
Girl Date=) with meyling

Well..hair makeover with meyling which waited her for almost 2 hour ...huhu
I never wait people for so long. This is the 1st time and hope will be the last time!~Meyling~

Yihmey

Plying kiss kiss

We have our lunch at Old town ..
shop for whole days and movie

THE TIME TRAVEL'S WIFE
Nice ending but still sad~

Back tee hee! =D

2009-12-26T05:52:00.000-08:00

There will be more...coming soon lols

I'm back, would you still there?
Update update!!!

Date: October 28, 2009

Happy sweet 16

celebrate The Pig Birthday!!
we have our celebration at the old town because she grow older already XP

Me and Olivia [Pig] =P

friendship 4ever

Us! =DD

After celebration, we heading to Kita tuition Centre Yun shi was plying with my head-.-..U had totally no idea what's happening!
Almost forgot! thanks for the cupcake that make by meyling for olivia and our gangs =D

Date: October 21, 2009

Dinner with meyling~

*couple * =D
waited for so long.. "Clay pot chicken"

which really smell fragrant when every time we pass by..

Da ta!

Date:August 24, 2009
Hang Out with 2 kiddo lols Because 1 pig ffk =P
Information of 2 kids
Yong Yong~
Which I really don't know How come now days kid eat so many ..terrible! XD

Meyling~
Sang for the whole day also wont tired! Really energetic LOL!
We sang We eat and we fa pi =DD
Having a sweet chat *^=^*

20 0f July

2009-08-15T23:32:00.001-07:00

Is already 2 month I lost my network connection…so far so good. My exam had past without giving my parent knew. Everything had gone back to normal for this week.

I was sitting in the class this morning, just felt like my place is getting crowded.
Yeah! Is my classmates, they are sharing the recipe to make honey cornflakes. ._.
While chatting, my classmate, Sies ask:” Do you guys know who are
Transformer parents?”
‘Let guess. What do you think? “Any idea? “

I knew you guys don’t know.. Ha-ha the answer is Transparent!!!
After hearing the answer given..Everyone remain silent……..poor Sies!=x
Maybe it’s really doesn’t make sense but sharing is caring!
I think is kinder funnier don’t you guys think so? Ym lame!

14/7

2009-08-15T22:34:00.001-07:00

Happy Birthday Ng Aileen
My bestie primary friend ever and never =)
Wish you dream comes true! All the best! Love you

TAKE CARE

*Recently I had lost contact with Aileen so I can’t wish her on time. If anyone has Aileen contact number please informs me. * Thanks you.

My class 4N

2009-08-15T22:32:00.000-07:00

July 6, 2009
Monday back to school, everything seems on a sleep mode. Not to say others, the girl who sit beside me already sleep during the 1st lesson.
I wonder is she been cursed by the evil pig ? =.=!
While others classmate is busy doing homework~ so hardworking right? =D
truth : Wednesday book checking …
My classmate, they are the sort of prankster, who are always amuse people around them. Always making some lame and erotic things to make you laugh- sexual harass some more! aiks.. Yet they scream without reason- They are special!

During bio class, my classmate Ms D has been called up by bio teacher…
Teacher: Ms D why you sleeping when I’m teaching?
Ms D: teacher I didn’t sleep!
Teacher: Then why you closed your eyes? **
Ms D: …=X
Teacher: Are you thinking what I’m teaching?
Ms D: Yeah teacher of course!
Teacher: Isn’t?
Just a simple conversation ** can make whole class laugh! Teacher you are hilarious XP

Robotic comp

2009-07-04T23:05:00.001-07:00

Everything goes smoothly on the 24 of Wednesday! It was fun and an amazing experience for us! Even thought my team get no mark for the comp! =x

photo taken by me! at the science centre ..

others team from my school~guess what are their doing? =x

c1 is my team robot aka innocent ! others is big giant =s

my panda eye T^T huhu

aww@.@

Hahaha caption lame~~~~~~~

Mid year holiday

2009-07-04T22:38:00.000-07:00

6 OF JUNE

Chinese society
Four school gathering

The performance is totally boring. Very sorry to my friends for asking them to come,wasted your all money & time.. Hotoni'gome'nasai
After that , lunch time with my bestie at shabu-shabu! Yida'dakemas!

yum yum~!! meyling and yiheng

olivia and yihmey

12 of June -A date with my buddies!~.~

T.A.R college

2009-06-27T21:19:00.000-07:00

On the 26 of May, No mood to school! Reason-after exam!=x

I went to Tar college helping out my friend's aunt! Is a request, I kinda interested because is my first time went to T.A.R! yet school is boring~ and of course is with my friend ,we help to record down measurement of the equipment stuff for those 1st year student who taking hotel management course.
Is embarrassed!! when that someone ask me
:" Hey! are you 1st year or second year student?"well..well
I say"Nope, I'm not belongs to here!" ahaha

Photo section~.~! with my Bff

Friday, 22 of MAY

2009-05-27T01:30:00.000-07:00

What's next? Exam finished, we did nothing in class!
Best thing- Sleep! who can sleep on a dusty table and environment that full of sound pollution? Neither me nor you..but she did! haha XD

For the few hours every things is fine..just great!
After school, the worst things had happen - Argue with my Best friend again..
I hate the most! My robotic group have to stay back for practise from 1.30pm to 4pm. As usual I just doing nothing as a operator ..so called operator that don't anything. So I try to help out , my friend sulking face really pissed me off ! and yet the laptop make a lot of trouble for us...

I really hope that the competition can end as fast as possible!=(

Wednesday, 20 of MaY

2009-05-20T07:29:00.000-07:00

Finally ! Exam comes to the end! Yeah!! XP

After school, me and my gang decide to celebrate at green hut and we do have a plan

- a secret birthday celebration for yx ..

At first everything goes smoothly, unfortunately we're so unlucky =(

Good grief~the green hut has off for that day. From plan A change to plan B. Some of us hauling birthday girl linger around and others go search for another places for celebration -that's Ming Chuan. We're totally wretched, Ming Chuan restaurant had moves to another place since last week! We ended up plan C - McDonald's.

Indeed is pathetic, but we do enjoy a lot and the birthday girl is melt by us! haha

Tell the truth, our gang rarely hang out together since form 4 life start. Everyone is separate into different classes and free time messed up with tuition...aiks

By the way, I'll show you guys some disgusting things that did by my best friend "Wah"

beh tahan !! laugh until stomach pain >.< Urgh! Pepper, salt, chocolate, cream, strawberry, tomato sauces...
^^birthday cake

Happy Advanced Birthday!! Xuan
*Love you my friend*

Flower Of MAY

2009-05-15T03:34:00.000-07:00

Lily Of The Valley

Convallaria

The flower is also known as Our Lady's tears

It means sweet & shy

Good story to share!

2009-05-02T11:11:00.000-07:00

A Story to live by There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.'

One day,someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend.

He asked her, 'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?'

The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him.

Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.'

This is how the human brain often works when our status changes.

Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most painful situations.

Life Is a Gift

Today before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak.

Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone who has nothing to eat.

Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone who's crying out to GOD for a companion.

Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who died too early on this earth.

Before you complain about your children - Think of someone who desires children but they're barren...

Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean or sweep - Think of the people who are living in the streets

Before whining about the distance you drive Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.

And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your job.

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another - Remember that not one of us is without sin

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile onyour face and think: you're alive and still around.

Memory is still there

2009-04-18T07:07:00.000-07:00

It was on Thursday, I had fall asleep in the train because I just finish my tuition and you know is tired ..

wake up from 5.30 am to 5.00pm.

At the certain station , I have to open half of my eyes to see whether it had reach my station. At the same time, i saw a pregnant lady walk in but nobody stand up and give out the seat to her,is pathetic rite?

Well, seriously I'm not sitting on the seat but the floor..SWT! No choice is too tired.

If my friends is there sitting, I'm totally sure they will give out the seat. Hey friends see I'm praising you guys, you all should be proud on it.haha.*

anywhere I'm just telling the truth=D*

Because of that a funny scene appear in my mind, when i was a kid I follow my mum to interview for a job . There have no transport we decide to sit Lrt , we're sitting in the train and I keep asking my mum a lot of question..

Suddenly my mum pointing at certain direction, telling me to ask them sit at our place..I'm curious which 1 she is saying..coz there's a fat lady and a man..I thought the fat lady is blind coz i cant see her eye..* I know I'm dumb enough * =(

I know u know what's happen, and I had ask the fat lady to sit at our place.. At that time, my mum keep laughing..Grr..Now every time I saw this scene it telling me not to be dumb again..

每天只爱你一小时

2009-04-02T07:34:00.000-07:00

ONE day only have 24 hour , I want to use 8 hours for my work, 8 hours to sleep, 2 hours for eating, 2 hours for dreaming, 1 hour for online, 1 hour for a walk and 1 hour for reading.
After all, I only left ONE hour to love you, that's why I will only love you ONE hour for everyday.

Is enough for me to love you ONE hour everyday.
At least, this ONE hour I just save for you.
I used ONE hour time keep on thinking ; I used ONE hour time told you that how empty my heart felt ; I used ONE hour time to give you a call , listening to your lovely voice; I used ONE hour time to dream the dreams that belong to us.

I have ONE hour time to voice out; I have ONE hour time to be childish.
I'm just lonely, the loneliness that you wont understand.

Everyday I love you for ONE hour. Everyday I miss you for ONE hour. Everyday I get mad for ONE hour because of you..

...

Mad

2009-03-22T06:19:00.000-07:00

Holiday week~ I was planning to my friend house cook spaghetti for her..Because I had make this promise since last year holiday *sigh*

She should be upset? guess so..I'm upset too =(

I told my mum that I'm going to my friend house , the 1st expression she give me is "NO"

what the heck!

Fine fine..I hanging out with meyling on Tuesday because she have the free movie tickets for

"Love Matter" 18pl

Just like expected we can't enter *sad case*..this is not the 1st time for me, is the second and it should be last!

beh tahan ..

No movie doesn't mean we need to go back home..hanging around!

Both of us found a fitting room at parkson and we mad inside ee..and we did what we suppose xP

Shh!! don't tell anyone o..haha

we gossip about..you? xD
ossp! and we kiss..

Finally we make love..

Lol! this is the only outing I had fun ..other's is accompany my cousin from seremban interview for a job.. and bla bla bla

Tomorrow school so wish you guys~Have a nice day! ^^

110

2009-03-13T09:31:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday To You~

Happy birthday to you~

Happy birthday To CBn~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY To Y0u!!!

Friday was my school 110's birthday, we're celebrated in hall. Just imagine a hall can only suit for one section but because of the birthday celebration we need to combine with the afternoon section~ we're definitely squash like sardine..

The afternoon section is so @#$%* especially the one who sit in front of me , keep pushing back but there already have no place. I really felt like whack her..Grr But then think twice , no benefit at all..haha

You mind think"Ym! wont dare to do it!"Who say? I just not that reckless..so as a revenge I used my full of water bottle drop down on her hand..Gross ! & I act like an accident and keep saying SORRY

@.@ Does it hurt or pain? Ym evil zzz

Whole school people was singing birthday song for the school and each of the class captain was holding different types of birthday go to the stage..I hope my birthday will be like that too.

Helloo..human being people is 110's birthday ..you just 16's birthday! Fine =X

someone still owe me a birthday song hope you don't forgot!

contagious Of H.I.V

2009-03-13T08:54:00.000-07:00

I was thinking shall I go for school tomorrow? Because our school having programme kesihatan again.
Since last time it was a gotong-royong programme,I afraid to being my school maid again-.- Even thought school principle always said as a cbner u should contributes to the school..
But then I have to attend my physic and biology class~ fine

Thursday was SPM result release date..Congratulation to you guys! Well Done=)

No cheat~This time is 100% programme kesihatan. Our school has invited Malaysia AIDS Council to giving us a speech~ Interesting topic
Talking about How H.I.V become AIDS and how to prevent from it..as a result majority of woman having aids is because of their husband! Poor ladies~
So guys take it easy as
Abstinence - please stay away from having complicated sex * Don't ask me explain to you*

Be faithful- To your wife & girlfriends

Condom- Please wear condom !!!!!

Ym is always being open minded.. For your family safety please do a body check before You do something ....

Rain..T^T

2009-03-13T07:47:00.000-07:00

Absolutely I'm not going to talk about this Korean Star -Rain ! >, JUST to share his picture with you guys..haha
Finally I finish my test paper on Tuesday..so Wednesday I going back to my normal school life again..hmm

Our school having a lot of activities for us seriously! Wednesday we're having a programme called
MAULIDUR RASUL/ MORAL, don't ask me what's that because I also don't know about it..-.-
Don't say I'm racist but really unfair, we were having the same programme but in different way
Those agama girls was sitting inside the hall listening speech, and our moral girls have to move the wooden & plastic chair to the 3rd floor moral class..gosh!

And I heard one of my friend telling her friend :"why our girl should have to do this kind of things!"
so her friend answer:" No choice, because our school don't have guys." Good Answer haha

After school, I'm really tired of staying back for my wushu! But then if I skip , I still need to pay for it..so care about $ I gonna stay for it LOL! realistic
Having the evil training, both of my legs are break out to 2 part..I'm serious wee~

What the hell! Is raining heavily, and I gonna walk to LRT station with my shivering legs, lucky there still have 2

idiot accompany me muahaha..Along the way to LRT station our shoes is like aquarium and the most terrible

things is when crossing the roadside and standing at the middle you have no choice but to get involves in water

splashing! For sure, you're not the splashier but you're the victim! -.-

During the moment it bring back a lot of memories.=D.

Hey!

2009-03-08T07:43:00.000-07:00

Guys I had lost my way..
This week l felt very Emo..everything like missing out..or been left out?
I having my exam for this whole weeks, now only left 2 paper..1 sivik, 1 pjk..
Honestly, I have no mood to study at all! my friend all study hard nerh..
For sure this time exam..for me 90% die! ~.~
YM! GOD BLESSED YOU!

Because I had my exam,I have skip my wushu class..No more funny things to shares..aiks
Soon I will be better..Haha because it's gonna be school holiday!
Yeah! Advanced wish You guys happy holidays! To those working..work hard lol
muahahah..*Ym so evil*

S.P.0.R.T DAY

2009-03-01T18:35:00.000-08:00

一年一度的运动会又来临了……够了！够了！

拜托不是小学六年级的作文啦！哈哈，开玩笑的。

运动会吗？没什么特别的..有~有！

最特别就是我的学校了！还是第一次我的学校不让男生出席。

听到此消息的我们肯定纷纷感到不平，没有可能一家人出席，身为哥哥就得吃闭门羹。

其实不是的，因为“哥哥”这词的定义给予女校的我们来说实在太广了。

不给那又怎么样？男生们还不是在运动场外徘徊，老师也管不着，还玩起捉谜藏来了。

嗯，嘉宾为什么就是不守时？

还让大家多等了半小时，运动仪式也像往常般的举行...

今年的冠军组是蓝组-Pauline 而我的红组-Aidan 也不赖排在第二

广东人说的一点也没错‘风水轮流转’去年包尾的蓝组却是今年的冠军！所以做人不要太骄傲。

我的朋友你也不要太自责了，至少你尽力了，也不要和她人作比较因为她们是有练过的。

我好佩服你那运动精神，你要我参加类似的赛跑，几乎是不可能啦！

要我跑吗？给狗追的时候咯！哈哈

爱١٥٧♥

2009-02-28T04:29:00.000-08:00

前几天看见了一则新闻...在华盛顿一名患有血癌的9岁女孩即将离开这小小的世界，但无遗憾的她完成了最后的心愿，和自己的7岁男病友结婚。很意外吧？真想是电影般，上演了一个让人心酸而又温馨的故事……

回想起，我曾经阅读了一遍类似的文章《最美丽的新娘》

女的在那正值妙龄患上了-骨癌晚期，病魔开始疯狂的摧残她的精神。那刀绞般的疼痛让她无法忍受，她疼得甚至想早点离开这个世界，结束痛苦的生命。

他的出现，仿佛黑暗中忽然亮起的一盏灯，让她重新看到生命中的一点亮光。其实他一直都在，只是从来没有如此亲近过她而已...两人在关心与被关心之间，在同情和感激之间，渐渐生出了一份深厚的感情。

爱情之花悄然在她的心头盛开，而令人悲哀的事，生命之花却在她的身体里悄然枯萎。

在这个除夕夜，他紧紧握着她的手说：“我要娶你为妻，请答应我！“

一个深情男迎娶了一个患有绝症的女孩

当身穿白色婚纱的她趴在穿着白色西装的丈夫的背上从人群走过时，面容消瘦的她居然听到人们反复地说着同一句话；“姑娘，你今天是最美丽的新娘！”

是呀，今生今时，命运如此坎坷，却能遇到这样一个深情厚谊的男子。尽管自己容颜枯槁，却有莫大的幸福来滋润，她怎么不是这个世界上最美丽的新娘呢？”

星象仪

2009-02-20T22:44:00.000-08:00

黃昏之月探出了臉逐漸消失的孩子的聲音

遠遠地遠遠地在這片天空的某處或許你就在那裡

在夏日的尾聲我倆偷溜了出去在這座公園裡發現了

那個星座你還記得嗎？

即使無法相會還是可以循著記憶看見同樣的幸福連同那股幽香煙火燦爛地綻放

好想去到你的身邊就在這一刻好想奔向你在黑暗裡什麼都看不到雖然可怕但是沒關係數不盡的星空此刻也始終就在這裡我不會哭因為那是以前和你一起看見的那片美麗的天空

在那條路上響起的鞋聲依然留在耳中凝視著自己巨大的身影忍不住想道明明是絲毫都沒有改變心痛的感覺卻不斷膨脹無論再多的思念你都已經不在

好想去到你的身邊哪怕變得再小再小最喜歡你的是我所以才能保持堅強試著把心願悄悄地唱給流星知道我不會哭相信心願會傳達到那片美麗的天空

即使無法相會還是可以循著記憶看見同樣的幸福連同那股幽香煙火燦爛地綻放好想去到你的身邊緊緊握住小小的手好想哭那是因為天空那麼美麗

試著把心願悄悄地唱給流星知道好想哭把無法傳達的心意給這片天

Alone

2009-02-20T21:16:00.000-08:00

I really scare to wait someone, waiting someone the feeling is not that good..
You will keep worries ..Will she/he coming? if she/he dint come? How?
Time past u will still standing..asking yourself "should I wait her/him longer a bit? or she/he is on the way..just awhile"

Friday 20/2
Morning, when I' gonna sit Lrt to school..I had received a phone call from my auntie
telling me that's Lrt had facing technical problem..
So my father fetch me to school..
I'm waiting at A.I.A alone for some reason, a lot student pass by..I started to worry, am I gonna late to school? Somehow..lucky they dint "put me aeroplane"

Today I was thinking about bringing hand phone to school, because I gonna stay back alone to st.john having my Chinese society meeting..as a "secretary"
But I dont dare to bring..I'm really a loser..
Such a boring day for today ..especially during chemistry and history classes
I nearly fall asleep during history class, thanks to monkey wake me up >.<
Ha ha when monkey have a visit ..whole class sure shout out loud , and so my history teacher run away..Don't blame her , she's a new teacher XD

Now I'm headaches about the permission letter ..Is there anyone willing to help me T.T?
I'm waiting...

Ho Ho ho ~.~ sifu is back

2009-02-18T04:51:00.000-08:00

Up! Good afternoon Miss..@@

Eh eh is that something wrong? suppose to be master Wong?

mana orang itu pergi ?! Lol calm down! just for today=)

Today training have some different, starting with a Japanese style sit and lay down.. ..

My backbones ah !?!

At there , absolutely You can heard a lot of cracking sound.."kla kla kla"

muahaha..and this is just a beginning of warming up and stretching

Now, is the power training..*paochui, kapchui,wangchui, yamchui, yongchui*..those skills name quite weird right?! XD I'm at the center, Miss keep using me to do her experiment ><

Luckly I never accidently been punch ! ha ha maybe I just think too much..

Wushu have 5 moral value ..but i just can remember 3 ><

1st respect teacher
2nd don't fight at home ( means outside can fight lol)
3rd be discipline

That's all For today! ^^

Sharing is Caring

2009-02-16T22:24:00.000-08:00

Oh dear, she really forgot my lion dance video ! T.T
Never mind lol..if i post you all also wont view want ?! Ha ha excuse
Sorry yea=)
Hey.. Sharing is caring ma? Don't u agree?
I share my feeling with my friends doesn't mean back stab you, and if i keep my feeling deep inside is very painful.. Don't u pity* me? so please...
I doesn't mean that I'm good enough, because nobody perfect!

WHY SHOULD I ENTERTAIN YOU? WHY? WHY? AND WHY?
because you're my friends =DD
Tomorrow I will having my wushu class again ^^ muahaha keep fit ,later i come back I'll teach you all..so advanced call me "sifu" .
Nah! call me "sifu" i also wont teach must pay first ...lol Joking XP
cya=)

Single Valentine's muacks^^

2009-02-14T23:16:00.000-08:00

click click click..12.14am still chatting with friend..What's wrong? tomorrow Saturday no school

No No..tomorrow school replacement ! Ym wake up!

Oh Kay's..So bad valentine's also got school..Honestly this year I only knew when is valentine's Haha ..

**Happy Valentine's **To you guys! =) Sorry I'm late

So how's everything going? well ? fine ? sweet?

Great^^

I having my single valentine's XD at school and also in cinema...I enjoy a lot in cinema only a few people..cinema like mine !so nice

Anywhere for me nothing special about valentine's..

To those couple everydays like valentine's^^

To those single..No sad no sad ! Cheer up! I got valentine's gift special for you all =P

Da da da!

yummy! haha can see but no eat ..very paiseh ><

Next time for sure handmade for you all, hope u all dare to eat hahas

Happy always=)

Heart To Heart

2009-02-13T01:17:00.000-08:00

First, very sorry i cant show u the video , because I'm still waiting my friend ..maybe she already forgot..my mood not that nice for this week, anywhere nobody realize

Badly, I argue with my friend everyday..sometimes we really hard to communicate to each other..I try my best not to argue with her ...but I don't think is work..

Once, we had a talk sure argue again..just because a small thing? why she so selfish?

Oh dear please! don't think that you are so important..The reason why i always listen to you and always be the one who say sorry ..just because I hope our friendship will maintain longer..

Hey STOP IT! human being have feeling, so am i ..u think I not angry ? but I just can't...

-Friendship Forever-

Proud To Be CBNer =)

2009-02-06T05:27:00.000-08:00

Woah! Having a lot of homework per days! So So what! CBN suppose to be like that! Don't panic! Practices make perfects! CBN rocks! <3

Da da da! Wednesday i having my wushu class ! Don't think my wushu class is "K leh feh"

Got web link ! www.wushudao.com.my

During wushu class , we have to warming up! stretching and probably can't miss out is the Horse Riding Stance! We can't even afford for 5 min ..sob

Legs shivering like chicken muahaha ..But never mind for us is first time and we are girls !

I'm nervous like hell keep doing wrong skill =X so shame ..

After 2 year i gonna be black belt so don't try to bully me ! XP

Today ! my school having class party and school has invited outside people to performance lion dance ! Don't you think my school is fun ?

Class party is Extremely Fun and please don't put ice in people clothes next time!

Girls should behave well Hmm..like i yes

The lion dance is NICE ! i will show u the video ,when i get from my friend! so don't miss out

Love you always !

Gloomy Week

2009-01-31T01:47:00.000-08:00

My uncle J had passed away during Chinese new year. Everything related with him was speechless. The dead of my uncle J remind me something important.

So far so good, my Chinese new year was ended up like this.

Well! I'm gonna be lazy again to school ._.

No mood No study Hmm..Do you agree? ><

Anywhere My blog will be updated when I'm free ! Miss you guys=.=

Chinese New Year._.

2009-01-28T19:54:00.000-08:00

While,thinking back of last time CNy..
this year maybe is the worst CNY that i never celebrate before.

If i not mistaken, every year CNY i also will cry..
Cry for a lot of reason..cycling fall down, been chase by dog , injure because of playing with fire, force to eat medicine because of fever , fight with my brother..........
Now, i don't think i will cry because of these.
Just like some one told me get angpau means I'm 1 year older..Yea I'm 16 this year..
big girl don't cry..
2009 CNY i cry again because quarrel with my mum about a phone call. But why don't she tell me is a emergency phone call..yelling me at so many people..while his son just beside her! For me is so unfair..and my hand get injured having a fight with her..
Don't think too far..not really fight!

At the same time, I realize there is None of my friends that i can find to console me..
Not because of they are not the trusted 1, is shame to tell them i cry because quarrel with mum.
Will you like to be the one?

Exhausted

2009-01-19T06:50:00.000-08:00

Hmm..Saturday gt school for Chinese New Year replacement..form 4 having program kesihatan nerh! When u heard program kesihatan, what will appear in your mind?

Absolutely is body checking, speech and so on..

But is DEFINITELY wrong! program kesihatan = Gotong-royong -_-

Cleaning up classroom for whole morning is really tired..

Sunday thought can have some rest ! Early morning been calling up..Having add maths tuition~.~

Back from tuition , have to help my mum making chinese new year snack..Busy for whole days..

Monday back to school my eyes keep on closing arrrrrrrr........How to cure my panda eye? ><

School REopen ><

2009-01-17T07:57:00.000-08:00

Wee~I'm back to school..
Having a brand new year=) with new frens and also new teacher!
And The best thing ever i staying same class with my bestie ^^

So unlucky, school reopen i have sick for whole week aiks~ Some of my friends ask :
" Yih mey r u sick of schol?" hahas ! I'm sure not
Form 4 is not a honeymoon year teacher keep repeating..however I hope i can afford well!
Now, evrything is going smoothly! and Let's work hard together=)

love,

2009 Happy Blessed New YEar (-^.^-)

2009-01-17T06:25:00.000-08:00

At pavillion..Do RE Mi =S

The reason why we are here is for
count down._.
Such a bunch of idiot standing there taking picture and where's the photographer? =.=

Here! She is YX

Ooh act like yes hahas
We have our dinner at gasoline..with some games
such as...

My fingers are shivering because we have a deal , who lose who pay XD
And " thanks" To kevin for making sound effect for us ...=.= Well the games is FUn and frightening >.<

Lastly !Beware Of wearing red color shirt or cap for count down! U will get spray like hell -_-
-May U realise your goals this 2009! Happy New Year!"-

Holiday 2.0.0.8

2009-01-16T05:34:00.000-08:00

Holiday just ended up like few days ago.
During holiday is quite boring, somehow thanks to maple, let me truly enjoy well in this holiday!
I enjoy those days with my maple buddy & guildmate Vise , Having Fun while training together! Mad around in Free Market! F3
Enjoy Chating with secret "si zhu" , koh mei mei "Big mac", ahying "mutton dear" Hahas and not forgot Sakura xiao mei mei, that the little girl when i on maple , will always ask:
" HOwl neechan! eat edi? where r u? Can i come find u?
"Hai sakura.. Gs2 , sure but make sure you becareful F3" that's what i will always answer=)

Times goes by..everything has gone....
Eventhough the moment like this not longer exist, But I really appreciate!
Thanks you all accompany me for the Boring holiday..i will miss you guys=)

love,

Howlx3

Phew >< Finally PMR over !

2008-10-23T23:29:00.000-07:00

Ring~ring~ring~

clock pointing 9.30 am

"sila letakkan pensel anda, masa dah tamat..."kata ketua pengawas

Everyone dint seem like expected that happy...but when ketua pengawas say 'u can keep ur thing and go now'..

suddenly felt that earth shaking

hahas^^ i also duno what really had happen ..shh!

Monorail today full of student nerh! Me,*xuan,*oli,*shi.*wah.*ling,and*yong 7 of us

had plan to pavillion for sing k..

We down at station bukit bintang..we decide had some mcflurry but ice-cream

For Mcd was out for the whole day!..aiks=(

Hence, we went all the way to Pavillion for the sake to change our clothes! But the Red Box Plus think they are damn classy and don't let us in as we were wearing school shoes! Grr..F5

So we walked from Pavillion all the way back to Times Square and to Neway. Good thing is, Neway improved! ^^yeah lucky gt place if not we waste all our time for 'jogging' in the morning!
phew ><

yummy~!
In the newway all the salads, soups, and fruits was unlimited until 1pm because is Lunch time, and more cheaper than last time! so rmb go sing k during lunch timeahaha XD

Our room is 38, lol yea ! my gang really 38 aww..Somemore, accidently we choose an old song because the name is same..luckly the waitress dint come in if not sure 'no face' =P We freak of JAy 's song ! wow
Anywher there no sound pollution that make by us..NO sound pollution but melody..*perasan*hehe

After newway, we duno want go for bowling or movies coz some of my fren gtg soon..walk around timesquare..

My fren meyling ned to buy some present to her's fren..so we go S&J ...It's just make me rmb about alot of my fren gonna birthday soon..T^T huhu ..

Out from S&J suddenly meyling, yong, and ziwah disappeared, left 4 of us missing LOL!

finally we meet using hp..kakaz .To the way for Arcade, we don't know where is it.

Finally, we go for bowling ><

Everyone played except for Xin Yong. She was busy stealing pictures..Long time din't play so result was very poor, beside of us have change people for 3 times but 6 of us still haven't finish playing..oh my god LOL!

When is my turn..I take the 8 kg bowling and throw..the bowling ball moves like slow motion..@.@?

when i sit back ..just hear my fren shouting"Yih mey ur bowling ball roll back! fast take it back!"

zzzzz so "fish" man! everyone is looking..uhuh

The result for 1st match...

poor right^^! hahas come join us for the next time yay =)

Through the windows...we notice raining heavily! Olivia and yun shi went back early because we play till out of time..Erm ME and Xuan also tired d so 2 of us went back together but in different way..left 3 of girls go for tea..

This is the wonderful and 'fishy' day for me..*freaking*

Moment's of PMR ..13 OF Oct~ 17 of Oct

2008-10-20T18:54:00.000-07:00

Monday, October 13 , 2008 1st day of p.m.r

Everyone just seem like no stress, and still can laugh and jokes

maybe this is because school having alot exam to us till we dun hav feeling..ahaha

Bm paper today..evryone say must study teknik plot...btw it's come out latar..so evryone

let it 'zadao'

The second day of paper..is B.I and Science
Science is terrible for paper 2...bt anywher had pass==
the exam till 4.pm evryone are tired..

Wednesday ..is my favourite subject maths but not history zzz

After maths exam, we have 2 hours for study history..

So, Me and my frens decide to go library to study history..weather is so hot =(

During the moment inside the library..we cant pay attention to study but laughs at each other's

while i wanted to ask about residen and accidently speak out resistance.

My fren julia ask me how many [ohm]? you need XP

AFter K.H exam, just left 10 of us taking chinese paper and 1 indian girl taking tamil T^T
17 of october is the last day of Pmr..
Evryone was waiting 9.30 am. to come..ketua pengawas ask us not to scream
Bt it seem No 1 had listen ,while if u there u can hear alot of sound pollution..

(>^^>F.R.I.E.N.D.s(^^<)

2008-09-12T21:54:00.000-07:00

During my primary school that time, I'not too close with those student in same class..

When I'm primary 3 , I realize To live happily we need sumone who's call-friend-

That can help you , accompany you when you are alone..My primary best fren call Aileen

She's pretty, smart and nice person, teachers and classmate love her ..well so am 'I'

Really proud to have a fren like her..

To make sure i can stay with her, I study hard for having a nice result and stay in a same class with her..so called 'smart class'..

Is shy to say myself badthing..but it already past I not really a hardworking girl..I'm lazy

That day I forgot to do my homework..teacher ask me stay Till i finish done my homework only can go back, she's the only one who accompany me until i finish ..

Till now SHe's a best fren for me..ever

Everything will change, even we not the same secondary school , we still gt communicate with each other..

2006 the year i had my another bestfren =o=l=i=v=i=a

I rmb the 1st day i come to CBN..after gathering in hall, I have to go back to 1W class

She's the 1st who talk to me..She help me alot thing..

Btw ..she always say sumthing that make you feel bad! She make everyone should listen to her, i also don't why always let her bully, listen what she say...Really LOve & Hate her><

Day by Day,

I meet' My gang"

*Meyling- She's Adventurous, Courageous,Lively, passionate

*Ziwah- She's Cute,Energetic, Fun, Confident

*Xinyong-Good-natured optimist,Social and outgoing,Fun to be around

"YunShi-Loves a challenge,Egotistical,Easily angered

'Yiheng"- Act weird and love to tell lame jokes, nice

"YeeXuan"- Talk active , Friendly , brave

Sorry to those i never mention your name!

-My Family-

2008-09-09T00:43:00.000-07:00

My beloved father's Very "sayang" us..But he don't like to listen ppl advise..

Mummy always rush for work to give us all we need, sometimes she abit rude and she sad about us ( me and sis , bro) that dint study hard, maybe she will had heart attack this year becoz three of us having , UPSR,PMR.SPM

wow! XD

I had no idea with my bro.he always make my mum cry =X My sis are terrible annoying! always bully her big sis ( me) sob ..

Your poor,

-ym-

Thanks For REading my blog..Gamsahamida^^

2008-09-09T00:27:00.000-07:00

Hey there..maybe you are one of my friend and maybe not..

After reading my blog dun tell me u had read =) And dun ask me about anything that i wrote in my blog..because i ned it be secret ..

Your sincerely,

-ym-

♥Introduce myself

2008-08-28T23:37:00.000-07:00

Hey welcome to my blog=) ♥
Maybe this is the place i can share something with u..my privacy or...
Maybe yes maybe no..I love 'maybe' this key words !

Haha well about me..I'm just a girl ( maybe not longer to be a girl)
I'm 16 ('2009 a brand New Year )secondary school ..C.B.N teenager
I'm a crazy person..I not stingy..but i childish haha
I love reading but not test book yeah!
WELL..I gt a normal look but not longer normal cause i gt wear spectacle =.=

Last! I l.o.ve my best friend forever..n my parents n family =)